Procrastination

   I waited too long to write this. Even after I told myself it was time to write, I still sat down and wasted time listening to music, checking social media and what not. If I truly do want to do my assignments in school and do well, why do I wait and waste time? Why is it so hard to just do something right away? Is it habit? I think it is something you can fix. I don't have to wait so long to do my assignments. I can do them right away. I don't have to wait three hours to start doing homework, or wait until thirty minutes after I said I would do something to do it. Maybe it is a matter of comfort. But if it is a matter of comfort would that mean I'm not comfortable with doing things right away? I don't know, but I think it's time to start getting comfortable.

Seth

Seth is a man
But what is a man?
Is a man more important than just a simple can?
Is there any significance to having a brain?
I bet if a can had a brain it would go quite insane
For a can's just a can, and that's all that it is
If it knew that it'd probably just not want to live
So thank God we are human
And that he gave us a brain
Cause if we weren't human
We'd be like the can with a brain simply going insane

Tired

I am quite quite so tired on this night of nights
I wish I could make everthing just right
I would do that by eating some food in my tummy
Oh how I love food, it is oh oh so yummy
I am so damn tired, and should probably sleep
Maybe put on pajamas that are hella fleek
I will dream about puppies dancing up in the sky
I will be oh so happy, so so happy I'd fly
So this was my poem of deepness so deep
This blogpost should be longer but I need some sleep
So I hope theres some understandance of why this poem is meaningfull
The moral of this post is........ Sleep is importantfull

Small words, big things

   Isn't it crazy how just a small word like "life", "love", or "homework" can carry with it so much meaning and emotion? These words are seriously tiny. In the real world they take merely a second to say, yet they carry with them so much weight.
   The weight and power of words that take fractions upon fractions of time, compared to our life time, to say is truly staggering. Words have the ability to begin and end war, they can create or end friendships, they can describe, and they communicate. It's just crazy how stuff like this works out. It truly does blow my mind how such a little thing can do so much. It's like the one ring in Lord Of The Rings! It is so small, but it has so much power.
   We truly need to be responsible with this great gift we've received. With great power, comes great responsibility.

Friendship

   So what are these people that we call friends? I find it amazing the wide plethora of different people I know that I call a friend. How is it that even though I've known someone for over 10 years I only know them on a shallow basis of "What's up?!", "Its been so long!", "Ok see ya next time!" Those tiny interactions that never break a shallow surface of what people still will call a "friendship", yet I can have only known someone for two weeks and suddenly I know them on a much deeper level, there's a connection, I understand where this person is coming from, yet I also call this person "friend"?  I have two incredibly close friends from High school. One I knew since 3rd grade, the other I knew since 7th. I am just as good of friends with the one I've known shorter and the longer. How is that? Is there a point where something clicks in a friendship? One thing I know for sure, and one thing that is becoming very evidently clear for me here at college is that time most definitely DOES NOT equal friendship. And I don't think there's some equation for friendship either. I think it's just one of those great human mysteries that no matter how hard, at least for me, you try, it's not going to be something that will be pinpointed or figured out. It's a super weird human phenomenon where you'll either click with someone, or you don't. Because I'm not sure you can be friends with everyone, because everyone is different everywhere you go in some way or another, and eventually you won't click with someone. And that's just how it is. Friendship is a super super strange thing to me, and through writing this I've kinda realized that the term "friendship" is so freaking broad that it just makes figuring out what it means so much more difficult. It's like how we overuse the word "love" in English, eventually it doesn't mean as much anymore.
   Friendship: it's worth thinking about.